Sunday, January 31, 2021

My favorite books of 2020

This was meant to be posted, oh, I don't know, about a month ago, but the first month of 2021 has already been verrrrryy long, and so I'm just going to post this here and start February 2021 with new blogging hopes. 

I hope January has been kinder to you than to most of us. But if anything, there is snow falling in D.C. tonight and it makes our patio look lovely. 

[copied and pasted from my Facebook post from a month ago, because that's where we are today]

One of my goals--for both personal and professional reasons--during 2020 was to read more fiction and non-fiction (specifically non-fiction unrelated to my research . . . I've been reading a lot of that for the past few years). The goal was personal because I had missed reading for pleasure, but it was also professional because I have found that reading outside of my dissertation research enlivens my own prose when writing dissertation chapters. I ended up reading 102 books this year (not counting books I read for my research). Many of these books were books I'd been MEANING to read for some time, but had never gotten around to them. Below is a sampling (in no particular order) of some of my favorite books this past year/books that really made me think. If you have any book suggestions for me in 2021, feel free to comment or DM me.
1. Secondhand Time: The Last of the Soviets, by Svetlana Alexievich [Both a stunning and gutting look at the former Soviet Union and people's memories of its demise from 1991-2012. It brought me straight back to Ukraine and the way that Svetlana Alexievich tells the story--through the voices of the many different people she interviewed--reveals a striking constellation of human suffering and hope.]

2. Radium Girls, by Kate Moore [Read this book for a Zoom book club and it is haunting. The women's stories in this book have stuck with me.]

3. Bloodlands: Europe Between Hitler and Stalin, by Timothy Snyder [This is not your typical WWII history book. It is also a book I wish I had read before my mission to eastern Ukraine.]

4. Pachinko, by Min Jin Lee [A beautiful story about Korean immigrants in Japan. Brings up questions of home, of cultural and racial discrimination, and of belonging.]

5. Silence, by Shūsaku Endō [I saw the movie a few years ago, but this was the first time I'd read the book. My "book notes" after finishing this book simply say, "Stunning. Gutting. Needed."]

6. Wind, Sand, and Stars, by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry [The prose in this book is just beautiful. I especially loved the second chapter.]

7. I Capture the Castle, by Dodie Smith [Somehow I did not read this one as a high schooler, but I'm glad I've read it now.]

8. The Remains of the Day, by Kazuo Ishiguro [Another one that I somehow did not read until now. I found the story engaging and the narration really interesting.]

9. Hunger, by Roxane Gay [Powerful, powerful book.]

10. Angle of Repose, by Wallace Stegner [I know that, from a historical perspective, there are controversies surrounding this book, but I still liked it and found the stor(ies) compelling.]

--Some Books I re-read this year--
11. To the Lighthouse, by Virginia Woolf [I got on a Virginia Woolf kick during the pandemic, as evidenced in my next favorite re-read . . .]

12. A Room of One's Own, by Virginia Woolf [The last time I read this was a sophomore in college. I got more out of it this time.]

13. War and Peace, by Leo Tolstoy [I first read this book during my last year of college in one of my favorite undergrad courses ever. It changed my life then, and I found that re-reading it in March/April--during the very beginning of quarantines was one of the very best things I could do for my emotional and mental health. Tolstoy writes about radical uncertainty very well, and I needed those reminders. Also, I will always have a soft spot in my heart for Pierre.]

Sunday, December 13, 2020

The Rainbow State

I always knew that I would be indebted to many people as I worked on my PhD, and especially on my dissertation. I just didn't know how much. 2020 has shown me a bit of just how much, as I have reached out for help in my attempts to somehow, someway, get my research done. 

That's why I am very, very grateful that Sam and I were able to stay with his Uncle Jim and Aunt Beth in Laie, Hawaii for a couple of weeks. (They will definitely be making it into my dissertation acknowledgements, haha.) One of my dissertation chapters is based in Hawaii, and with the changes in Hawaii's travel restrictions (which, unfortunately for Hawaii-bound hopefuls, has changed back to the 14-day quarantine), I was able to be exempt from the quarantine, get research done, and enjoy time in Hawaii. And it was one of those research trips where the stars actually aligned and I found a lot of really useful material . . . and I got to go to Hawaii. 


[old-school card catalogues]

[and reallllllyyy old school microfilm reader in the corner.]


Now, before you start saying, "Oh wow, what a rough life you lead," keep in mind that this year has been really hard for me research-wise. Trips have been cancelled, I have no idea when I'll be able to get to the Library of Congress (even though it is 20 minutes away from our apartment, it is closed indefinitely), my dissertation schedule is delayed, I've had to do some hard work re-thinking and re-conceptualizing chapters, and then on top of that, I've experienced a lot of existential dread over the state of the field and my place in it. This year--my year in the archives--was the year I was really looking forward to, and it's been taken from me. That is hard. That has been really, really hard for me. I know that no one really understands getting a PhD (particularly a Humanities PhD) unless you've actually done it or are doing it, but it is certainly not a walk in the park.  So I am incredibly grateful for the times when things work out--especially this year. 

[Okay. Rant over. Now I'll just show you pretty Hawaii pictures. These are especially for you, Grandma, since I know that you love Hawaii and Laie.] 

[laie temple. the light in hawaii was always soooo pretty.]


[laie]

[so many pretty beaches]



[laie point]


[koko head. i did not hike all the way to the top. sam did, though!]

[this sign made me laugh. mostly because it was at the start of this trail.]

[this is about as far as i went. still a great view!]



[and these views are from the top. pc: sam]


[so many rainbows. this picture was taken from jim and beth's backyard.]

[sno cones]

[megan with a sno cone.]



[visit to pearl harbor]

[standing on the uss arizona memorial, looking at the uss missouri. according to sam's cousins, a lot of hawaiian school children get to go on overnight field trips on the uss missouri. pretty cool.]

[on the uss arizona.]


[downtown honolulu. this is a church some missionaries built in the 1840s.]

[honolulu stake center. so pretty.]



[banyan tree.]

[driving to hoomaluhia botanical gardens.]

[jurassic park vibes.]


[funny plant.]


[more beaches.]



[sunrise on the beach.]




[on a hike to laie falls. again, i didn't make it to the top--it was too muddy and slippery--but sam enjoyed the entire hike and these pictures are from him.]



[sam said the water was pretty cold.]

[this is the puu o mahuka heiau, a sacred hawaiian site from the 1600s.]


[and this is another sacred site, but this time, a buddhist temple from the 20th century.]


[byu hawaii]


[haiii.]

[laughing at something.]

[the beach and the ocean. if you look closely, you can see sam swimming.]